Guess What?!

Breakups suck.

Yes. It is true.

Beware, because if it was a long relationship, I’d say memories will come out of no where at times. I read recently that memories last forever, is it true? I guess I’ll find out. Hopefully I’ll find out. Yet, it’s not up to me, it’s up to my Abba. But yeah, Breakups are no fun, even when you try to play it cool to social media. I wonder what it was like when there was NO social media.

I’d share a ton more, but I’m holding back because Just A Little Something is not my journal. Also, I do not feel comfortable sharing about how I feel right now. After all, anyone can read this blog.

Got any words about Breakups? Share ’em below.

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Still Sad?

For what?

Because you wrote this August 24th 2017

What if the same thing happened to me? I loved another guy from work?

Lord his mother want me to show that I love him, but what else can I do…for this guy who is so easily able to love someone else?

Again, here goes this prayer Lord๐Ÿ˜”, if he’s not the one clear up what is going on. As sad as I am to be saying this, I’m just sad about it right now ๐Ÿ˜”. But if this is your will then okay, what is Your will, again?

โ€ข Because now I’m having doubts about Brian and I marrying each other. I don’t want to be a miserable wife because of my husband’s behavior. I don’t like that his dad kisses other women on the lips. That is so crazy to me. And I do not want that kind of lifestyle or marriage. ๐Ÿ˜” Have Your way Father, have Your way Holy Trinity, help me please, help me in so many ways ๐Ÿ™ in Jesus’s name I pray. Amen.

โ€ข 10:45pm watching Arrow, brushing teeth, then going to bed.

She’s not sure if this question will be answered one day, but she’s still thinking about what has happened.

Mind you, she is grateful for the time spent with this other person, but she’s still in the process of moving forward without him.

This Was…

…the second part to my future vows.

If I am reading this at our wedding, it means we made it past our struggle of January 2018. I’m at work, eating inside of a restaurant and the music playing, is the music you like to sing. Music not of our time, but the old school classic music. Right now I’m not bothered by my memory of you, because yesterday we made more peace during our visit at Baldwin Coach diner. I was laughing because of you, because of our conversation. I never thought that we would have such a situation, but I pray I’ll love you the way you want to be loved and the way God wants me to love you as my husband. I love you. (January 24th 2018 Wednesday)

It’s time to remove this note entry from my phone.

How do I move on and live a single life again?

Lord, I truly and honestly need your help. Thank You for being with me every day Father God.

โ™กGod

T

Movie: Irreplaceable You

This movie. Hm, almost hits close to home. If you knew part of my story perhaps you would agree.

This movie is on Netflix. I’m not sure if it can be watched any other way. By all means, you can find out.

I finished it tonight. I watched a portion of it some days ago, and I like to finish things, so I finished it tonight.

Here’s the link to check out Irreplaceable You an original Netflix movie.

Reviewing What Was

Actually, I looked back for a minute. To remember what I saw. Now it seems as if it is confirmed.

Looking back, maybe he wasn’t ready to be married.

He didn’t seem as excited to be married.

He was not excited about getting official engagement photos done.

He was happy about the story of engagement that was shared.

He wanted to wait to be married though. I thought there was good enough reason. But I look back and sadly, I compare. Those who have gotten engaged got married within the next year, not 5, 3 or 2 years later.

I do believe there are some cases where a couple may wait for two years, but personally I have not seen that with the many people I know who have gotten engaged and are now married.

Lastly, he seemed to be surprised I found a wedding dress.

Perhaps me finding that dress did something, yet, I don’t know what it did. God knows though.

Sadly, but thankfully, my story is different. God is still the author

People tell me that God has someone better and different. Someone I won’t be unequally yoked with.

Can I tell you all something?

I will. It is that I never thought that the relationship I was in was one that was unequally yoked.

He was a Christian, but he was Catholic. I am a Christian and I choose no denomination.

I’m at this place where I’ve prayed for something and I think it is just between God and I. I’m still waiting to hear what God has to say…