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She was reminded of personal touch

She looks back and remembers the hold he had on her

Truth be told she liked it

Just a bit surprising to her

Weeks later

She has and still is renewing a promise she made to the One who loved her first

It’s late night and she wants something she hasn’t had and two weeks

It is more than two weeks ago when she shared willingly

Without resistance

She waits on the One who loved her first

To help her through this time

To help her through her desires

Why awaken love until it is time

But

When is it time to awaken love

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Count The Cost

For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not sit down first and count the cost, whether he has enough to finish it — lest, after he has laid the foundation, and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish’?
Luke 14:28‭-‬30 NKJV

Some weeks ago I decided to start training online to be a health coach. As with going to college or trade school it costs. The verse I shared above tells me I really should have counted what it would cost me to start this training. What it would cost me financially and time wise.

I wish I had more time and less concern or worry about paying for this training. In the end I pray on Jesus’ name that what I learn will benefit me in many ways as well as those I interact with. Lord, I pray to make better choices about what I eat and drink and how I spend the money You have allowed me to make through work. Thank You for being with me always Lord and Holy Spirit. In Jesus’ name, amen.

T,

Age 26,

Comparison of Verses

A father of the fatherless and a judge and protector of the widows, Is God in His holy habitation. God makes a home for the lonely; He leads the prisoners into prosperity, Only the stubborn and rebellious dwell in a parched land.
PSALM 68:5‭-‬6 AMP
https://bible.com/bible/1588/psa.68.5-6.AMP

To the fatherless he is a father. To the widow he is a champion friend. To the lonely he makes them part of a family. To the prisoners he leads into prosperity until they sing for joy. This is our Holy God in his Holy Place! But for the rebels there is heartache and despair.
Psalms 68:5‭-‬6 TPT
https://bible.com/bible/1849/psa.68.5-6.TPT

A father of the fatherless, and a judge of the widows, is God in his holy habitation. God setteth the solitary in families: he bringeth out those which are bound with chains: but the rebellious dwell in a dry land.
Psalms 68:5‭-‬6 KJV (similar to NKJV)
https://bible.com/bible/1/psa.68.5-6.KJV

[Merriam-webster dictionary definition of solitary

  • : without anyone or anything else : not involving or including anyone or anything else
  • : done by a person who is alone
  • : separate from other people or things]

In these past months, I have noticed that I am a solitary kind of person.

I have wondered if it is God’s will for me to be so now, in order to draw closer to Him.

T age 26

A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling. God sets the lonely in families, he leads out the prisoners with singing; but the rebellious live in a sun-scorched land.
Psalm 68:5‭-‬6 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/psa.68.5-6.NIV

Music: Your Great Name Todd Dulaney

This song reminds me of my home church which I have not been to in such a long time!

Jesus has a great name. Hallelujah! It gives me joy praising Him and praising Him with this song. Despite what I’m thinking about, joy comes when I focus mainly on the Lord, my Lord.

*T has a relationship with music…it is growing. 🙂

I’m free when I call You Jesus

I’m free when i call Your name

Hallelujah!

Reviewing What Was

Actually, I looked back for a minute. To remember what I saw. Now it seems as if it is confirmed.

Looking back, maybe he wasn’t ready to be married.

He didn’t seem as excited to be married.

He was not excited about getting official engagement photos done.

He was happy about the story of engagement that was shared.

He wanted to wait to be married though. I thought there was good enough reason. But I look back and sadly, I compare. Those who have gotten engaged got married within the next year, not 5, 3 or 2 years later.

I do believe there are some cases where a couple may wait for two years, but personally I have not seen that with the many people I know who have gotten engaged and are now married.

Lastly, he seemed to be surprised I found a wedding dress.

Perhaps me finding that dress did something, yet, I don’t know what it did. God knows though.

Sadly, but thankfully, my story is different. God is still the author

People tell me that God has someone better and different. Someone I won’t be unequally yoked with.

Can I tell you all something?

I will. It is that I never thought that the relationship I was in was one that was unequally yoked.

He was a Christian, but he was Catholic. I am a Christian and I choose no denomination.

I’m at this place where I’ve prayed for something and I think it is just between God and I. I’m still waiting to hear what God has to say…